I never knew why it was called "falling in love", but i do now.
You become in love with someone and everything is so great. You feel like nothing can mess up because its so perfect.
it fell like you are climbing a mountain. Once it can't get any better, you suddenly realize you no longer are climbing a mountain, you walk off the edge, begin to "fall" and realize nothing is perfect.
You begin to fall straight down to reality. You stop getting their calls, they don’t talk to you in the halls, you stop having notes passed to you in class, they don’t brag about you to their friends, the compliments stop, they lose that sparkle in their eye, and all the sweet surprises are gone. As you fall, you watch all the memories, good times, bad times, smiles, laughs, cries just pass you by. its gone, all gone.
You’re back at the bottom of the mountain and this time your all alone. Somehow your trying to find the strength to climb that mountain knowing you could fall. You will have to find a new "guide" and hope they will help you know the best paths to take.They will help you overcome obstacles. They will be the one that shelters you when the rain starts falling. Once they help you reach the top, you pray they wont leave you. But not many "guides" will stay on the mountain forever, so be careful.
Alone on a mountain, maybe you will fall and keep falling, If someone is there with you as you stumble, they will catch you before you fall. So before you "fall in love", understand that falling can be very painful.
The person you hope will catch you could be the one that pushed you down
I was lost.
There was nobody for me to talk to about all that you were troubling me with.
So i sat alone, with everything inside, and cried myself to sleep
