When you're about to leave, look back and remember the war you have been through.
This is what actually happen to me right at this moment. I am pretty tired guys.. I am not tired for working over night or walking though those way down to factory, not at all. I just tired to get argue with someone I deeply love for my job. He didn't complain or angry for my busy days here, he just worried too much sometimes. I know he loves me, but unfortunately it seems that he don't believe me that I do love him too. Sometimes, I just have no more idea how to continue to sit on my desk with this situation. Sometimes, I even ask myself, do I need to leave this company to avoid this kind of argue? Just say I'm leaving this building, then where should I walk, which direction? I have too much things to think, honestly my head is overloaded recently.
I tried to start my days with big smile, no matter how hurt my heart is, no matter how much pain I suffered the night before. Sometimes, I do want to give up on my job, then I looked back for what I've been through here, even sometimes I looked back for what I've been through in college, before I announced as the first rank in my dept, the best students in the class, the most hard-working student in German dept, the one who got a change to go to Germany for exchange student program; for those accomplishment I got, do I really have to give up now?
The most difficult situation you can ever be faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter.
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